I don't even know what to say. I'd thought that I'd already been in kind of a shit state, but somehow I've gone down from there. I'm not actively upset at anything, or anyone, or any cause. It's just kind of a weird state of calmness that I've achieved, and it's probably messed up but I don't care enough to change it. I find it really difficult to ( Read more... )

Today was long and alternated between being ferociously dull and terribly frustrating. In the morning I did robotic office work as usual, then had a tiring time in Fitness Training, wrote another in-class poetry analysis essay and had to decide if I would turn in today's essay or Tuesday's. It didn't seem to get much better after that. For the rest ( Read more... )

God, social networking websites really bore the shit out of me sometimes. Considering my growing intolerance of my peers, I don't understand why I haven't just deleted all my accounts. I guess to stay in contact with people, but I barely want to talk to any of them anyway. Whatever ( Read more... )

OPEN UP MY EEEAGERRRR EEYEEEEEEEEEESSS!!! CUZ I'M MR BRIIIGHTSIIIDE ( Read more... )